You know what it's like to fall out of love of someone?
No, i bet many don't. Precisely.
Why bothering do that?
just let everything fall into place
as i've told so many ppl
may sound like im such a snob ,but,
What is yours,is yours,it'll come back eventually if it's meant to be yours
No?
anyways,dats what i think.

so tightly griped and nearly suffocates frm anxiety.nervousness. STRESS and ultimately the pressure to do well and not ppl's expectations fall down down down into da deep pit.

dey say we live for ourselves
but when we love others
dey hv expectations for us
so when dis happends
wouldnt we hv great obligations
as if dey're entirely natural phenomenas
to NOT let dem down?
of course we do.
and that's da tiring part

sometimes you're just so damntired and sick
but what can u do
yes,u hv endless choices ,possibilities and bla bla bla in life
in da end mostly
u'd ended up pushed n cornered
and what choice does dat leave you now?

i ask you that.
life's a game
truly it is.

now u see that now u don't
it;s so unpredictable dats it's terrifying.
really.
life's a reward too!
you see da divinity of life and how it's magnificently created
one of da lietral ways is yes, through biology.
HAH

thank heavens very few or almost none of my friends or ppl out there views my blog
cause i rarely update it
andd when i do
it's pretty boring and depressing and unillustrative,unlike most of my friends's blogs
so colourful and attractive
i love deir blgs too
reckon im gonna hugely renovate mine after spm!
oh and wish me luck for da mock A.K.A trial
da year when ur facing a public exam?
it's full of insanity.
u'd go CRAZY i tell you
like literally.

Funny isn't it how i treasure n cldnt live without my buddies n
family

so many channels to express and communicate
well at least, to let ppl noe how i feel n all
i chose dis very channel.
CAUSE nobody or very few ppl would judge me here
yes it;'s way too public to vent out unwanted thoughts,emotions and stuff
but den u cn get unfathomable and express everything subtly
however you like without facing anyone,
that is, if ur blog is unpopular =D
a great perk of having a unpopular blog btw. ahaha

hmms
to strive hard you just gotta hv a steel will
like really really steely
i've just known that myself ==
soo so hard to resist temptations
mayb i understand y Eve ate that forbidden apple

you've just got to rely on urself when it comes to decisions
feelings
emotions
no matter hw much a person or even God can help
in the end,whos gonna do da do?
YOU.
so get going,deal with it and be proud cas u did what u thought was right and it makes you happy,which is da most important thing.
for ur future too.
:)

i feel so much released now
ahhh
cheerio! =)