i Thought maybe u'd really understand and bear with me
But
it's Human Nature
if i were you, i wld hv threw a bigger fit.


U said we arent like we used to be anymore
I say otherwise.
Though it's just so hard , i nvr said much because all of these,
which looks 2 times riskier den it look on da surface..
You are the one who's da playmaker in making me feel it's all definitely worth it.
Nw, im beginning to doubt a lil..
I don't know.
A simple yet utterly complicated phrase that so many human all around dis world say.

Hope is what keep us going,No?
I can only stand here,helpless,really helpless
i cnt cheer u up
i cnt unwind and unscrew up my encapsuled freedom for us
i cn do nothing except
for Believing.
Sounds corny or somethg like that
i can Only hope that,

Everything's gonna be okay.
The wave has high and low tide seasons too.
High tides must rush by quickly for i cldnt stand reality high tides..
pls refrain frm jz swinging ur dis new and unpredictable mood towards me
without a single warning. i think i deserve at least a indication or somethg frm u when u feel or think like that.

Not leaving me alone here
Guessing, Torturing myself with thoughts of me as da one who caused all dese unhappiness and kip asking n wanting to noe what on Earth is going on
and when u say Nothing la..
THATS'S da WORST part.
i never felt more helpless and lost and dejected..
you know exactly hw i feel when i mean that,
i am so scared of da horrifically real possibilities that might occur
aldo it might seem to be exagerrating but it is a Huge, HUGE deal . for me.


just pls...
don't leave me here alone or in the dark to solve everythg
be with me together to go through this
we can do it :)
faith.